May 312017
Update & Sex turns Emotional - Save yourself!

It’s been too long since I’ve updated. So here’s the skinny. George has proven to have real communication and understanding issues. I’ve decided it’s best if we don’t communicate as much as possible and probably best if we see each other out.. if we just do an acquaintance greeting and be done.  Seriously. Jose has been dealing with his divorce […]

Apr 292017
Girls are really not my thing. Round 2 with Mr. TakeMe

O. M. G. I just got home from Round 2 with Mr. Hottest One Night Stand (see previous post from over a month ago). Let me start by saying, tonight I was supposed to be with George. I wanted to be with George. Actually as hot as OMG tonight was with Mr. TakeMe, I’d still rather it was with George. […]

Apr 222017
Depression and Self-Harm

I haven’t written in a while. I actually haven’t been dating much. Between everyone getting sick and myself having an appendectomy, I haven’t felt sexy nor had the energy to seek it out. But I also let myself start to fall in love. With George. He serenades me with karaoke and was inviting me into his world. I could tell he […]

Apr 052017

Garath has had a long long history of doing some really racey things. He’s very experienced he tells me. And if he could include a few of those things into our sex life, I’d be head over heels. But he doesn’t. I’ve asked several times. Hinted. But he says he gets nothing out of it. There’s a complete lack of […]

Mar 292017
Single Minded - Monogamy might be a hard habit to break.

Yesterday, I had fun and yet didn’t. I met with a guy who wants to be submissive to me. He seems nice enough and on paper we seem to be a nice fit, but he’s Indian with a thick accent and I only understand about half of what he says. But we talked about things and I like the thought […]

Mar 262017
I'm tired of dating...

I woke up this morning (Saturday) with no desire to date. I didn’t even want to get out of bed, but I did because I did have a date and decided it was bad form to cancel. Garath messaged me today asking to see me as soon as he’s well again. (Remember he caught my cold.) Supposedly someday I’m supposed […]

Mar 252017
I like him a little too much.

Last night finally went as planned with George. It almost didn’t. George has a way of doing things that negate anyone from being attracted to him. Last night was no different. But finally.. we got together. The other day I wrote that “I get the distinct feeling that being loved by him is not something you forget easily.” Yeah. Sex […]

Mar 242017
Shamelessly embracing my sex life.

There were plans. I had a date date. I had a backup sex date. I had backup backup possibly sex date. All poofed into thin air. It was now 4 days since the last time I’d been touched, and depression was starting to set in. I probably haven’t mentioned this, but returning to a regular sex life has pretty much […]