Garath has had a long long history of doing some really racey things. He’s very experienced he tells me.
And if he could include a few of those things into our sex life, I’d be head over heels. But he doesn’t.
I’ve asked several times. Hinted. But he says he gets nothing out of it.
There’s a complete lack of power exchange in our sex life.
I have never had this before. Even with general men of varying sorts, there’s always been a clear person in charge.
And if I had to pick, Garath is in charge.. but not really. There’s moments.. quick bits.. and then nothing.
I want to be ravaged.