Last night was amazing. Ok. maybe not amazing.. but after a day of going to an impromptu memorial and watching the people I love cry and be midst all that sadness.. I needed a refill of positive. I was so drained that I slept from when I got home until around 1am. In a rare occurrence, Mr TakeMe has been […]
People keep asking me what it is about Mr. TakeMe that makes him the love of my life or why I love him. And it’s complicated to answer, but also simple. I love his natural smell. I love the way his skin is cool to the touch, smooth, and rarely sweaty. I love that even when he’s sweaty.. it’s not […]
I woke up this morning (Saturday) feeling like roadkill. Way too much drink last night. Took me until 7pm to even leave bed, and I only did that because I was in such a funk that I needed to be around people. I should have stayed home. Drama drama drama. George still thinks I’m going to go back to him, […]
There is no polite way to say this. But I have understood the whole “go black never go back thing”…. But I have never personally understood it as well as I do tonight. Dude has 11 kids and a “woman”…. but as drunk and needy as I was I didn’t care. I mean he was all UP in this SHIT. […]
Well.. last night was interesting. I go out for karaoke. Run into Mr TakeMe. He’s in a great mood, and being way too friendly. With me. Until I stopped him. There were only three chairs at the table he was at, and he called me over. He wanted me to sit on his lap. I refused. (I weigh 3x him […]
I saw Mr TakeMe again tonight. We talked about life and sex. He spewed is normal bullshit of not wanting a relationship (unless it’s with his ex of course – not that he said that either). Then as he was preparing to enter me, he awkwardly asked me. “So do you have unprotected sex with everyone?” He meant it just […]
I have been working hard to get over Mr TakeMe. And I’ve been doing well. I just haven’t been having any luck with finding sexual partners that I actually want to be sexual with. I’ve made new friends and even a couple girl friends. I have more people to hang out with and ask to go places. I’ve resisted him […]
Since my last post, Mr TakeMe and I have fallen out. See the very next day, Mr TakeMe got back together with his ex. This is a pattern now. Every time we get close and have a “date-like” time together and he starts to have feelings… he runs back to her. And I am done with it. However, all the […]
So I woke up late (10pm) last night as usual, and debated on showering vs going back to bed. So I text Mr. TakeMe and ask if we’re having sex tonight. Keep in mind, that we’ve agreed that he’s just a fuckboy to me. Just sex. No emotions. Nothing resembling a relationship. Mr TakeMe replies: “Come to the [name] bar […]
If you remember from my last post, we left off with Mr. TakeMe’s car not being home. He didn’t reply to my inquiry all the next day. So I give up on him again. I’m angry and sure he’s back with Shay. When at 2am, he messages me. Mr Takeme: Hi Me: Back from the bars? Mr Takeme: Yes ma’am […]
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