Since my last post, Mr TakeMe and I have fallen out. See the very next day, Mr TakeMe got back together with his ex. This is a pattern now. Every time we get close and have a “date-like” time together and he starts to have feelings… he runs back to her. And I am done with it. However, all the […]
If you remember from my last post, we left off with Mr. TakeMe’s car not being home. He didn’t reply to my inquiry all the next day. So I give up on him again. I’m angry and sure he’s back with Shay. When at 2am, he messages me. Mr Takeme: Hi Me: Back from the bars? Mr Takeme: Yes ma’am […]
Saturday night, I am dolled up. I’m out at the bars and just arrive at the second bar when. Mr TakeMe messages me. It’s Saturday night and I know he has his kid. He can’t leave his house. Mr TakeMe: Hi How’s your night going? Me: Lol. I’m good. How’s my fuckboy? Mr TakeMe: Yes ma’am if that’s what you […]
Ok. You can completely ignore my last post. I wrote it too soon before I’d processed the entire night and morning. Sometimes it takes me a while to process what happens and my feelings about it and what really happened. So here’s the thing. It has become clear that Mr. TakeMe does not really know what actual love is. I […]
So I went out drinking last night. I wanted to stay home, but I couldn’t. It’s empty at home and too much time to think about Mr. TakeMe. So I went out for “Steak & Karaoke” and when it was over, I went to the other local bars close by. Mr TakeMe also frequents those and I hoped I’d see […]
I left off a few things in my previous post, because I was caught up in .. what if he likes me? What if he doesn’t? OMG. But as I laid down to sleep, I started replaying the night. Normally when I go over to his place that late at night because he’s lonely, it’s straight to the bedroom. Get […]
Saturday night (last night), .. well actually lets just start with the entire Saturday first. I woke up smelling like Jose. Instant depression. I hated myself for being with Jose. I felt like shit. I didn’t want to see anyone. I slept all day. ALL FUCKING DAY. I woke up at 8:30pm. Felt a little better about myself, but not […]
The other night, I was thinking about Mr TakeMe and I realized that our “relationship” is probably the best “relationship” I’ve had with a man in .. well.. since 2000? And Mr TakeMe and I don’t really have a relationship. We are kinda friends? Mostly we just fuck. How screwed up is it that a casual fucking relationship is better […]
I have been trying to get over George. He stuck with me in a desperate love. The kind where you can’t breathe, the air isn’t as sweet, and you feel sort of panicky and restless. Then yesterday, George broke his silence. (He tends to communicate via smoke signals on FB) He posted multiple posts on FB, which were aimed at […]
The cloud I was under finally started to lift on Tuesday. And suddenly the world didn’t seem so bad. George was amazingly being more vocal and talkative in text, which is very much not his normal. Today though, (Wednesday) George was back to his normal snarky teasing ways. -sigh- But we did manage to meet up and despite some drawbacks […]
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