I saw Mr TakeMe again tonight. We talked about life and sex. He spewed is normal bullshit of not wanting a relationship (unless it’s with his ex of course – not that he said that either). Then as he was preparing to enter me, he awkwardly asked me. “So do you have unprotected sex with everyone?” He meant it just […]
I have been working hard to get over Mr TakeMe. And I’ve been doing well. I just haven’t been having any luck with finding sexual partners that I actually want to be sexual with. I’ve made new friends and even a couple girl friends. I have more people to hang out with and ask to go places. I’ve resisted him […]
Since my last post, Mr TakeMe and I have fallen out. See the very next day, Mr TakeMe got back together with his ex. This is a pattern now. Every time we get close and have a “date-like” time together and he starts to have feelings… he runs back to her. And I am done with it. However, all the […]
So I woke up late (10pm) last night as usual, and debated on showering vs going back to bed. So I text Mr. TakeMe and ask if we’re having sex tonight. Keep in mind, that we’ve agreed that he’s just a fuckboy to me. Just sex. No emotions. Nothing resembling a relationship. Mr TakeMe replies: “Come to the [name] bar […]
If you remember from my last post, we left off with Mr. TakeMe’s car not being home. He didn’t reply to my inquiry all the next day. So I give up on him again. I’m angry and sure he’s back with Shay. When at 2am, he messages me. Mr Takeme: Hi Me: Back from the bars? Mr Takeme: Yes ma’am […]
Saturday night, I am dolled up. I’m out at the bars and just arrive at the second bar when. Mr TakeMe messages me. It’s Saturday night and I know he has his kid. He can’t leave his house. Mr TakeMe: Hi How’s your night going? Me: Lol. I’m good. How’s my fuckboy? Mr TakeMe: Yes ma’am if that’s what you […]
So I somehow managed to get drunk AND piss people off, while still having a great night. I’m still confused about it all really. But let’s start near the beginning. I woke up at 8pm. (Yes you read that right). To a FB message from George giving me a heads up that he was going out or at least thinking […]
When Mr. TakeMe is drunk or been drinking at all, we have a wonderful time. He is loving and sweet and we share amazing moments. When he is sober, I am the furniture. I am the reliable chair or snuggly blanket. Always there. Essential to keeping him comfortable, but nothing more. Last night, Mr. TakeMe actually called me. He usually […]
I had a great day on Friday. I was “over” Mr. TakeMe. I could move on. I met new people. Met a great guy. On Saturday, the sex withdrawal started to hit me. It didn’t help that I had a really great makeout session the night before without sex to finish it off. Then George started testing me his crazy, […]
So after accepting Mr TakeMe for who he is, my mind settled and clarity snuck in. I finally felt good. Clear. Motivated. I’m sure there’s other factors that went into it as well as my health plays a part in all this odd emotional brain bullshit too. But feeling clear.. I finally cleaned out my car. I suddenly realized that […]
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