Since my last post, Mr TakeMe and I have fallen out. See the very next day, Mr TakeMe got back together with his ex. This is a pattern now. Every time we get close and have a “date-like” time together and he starts to have feelings… he runs back to her. And I am done with it. However, all the […]
So I woke up late (10pm) last night as usual, and debated on showering vs going back to bed. So I text Mr. TakeMe and ask if we’re having sex tonight. Keep in mind, that we’ve agreed that he’s just a fuckboy to me. Just sex. No emotions. Nothing resembling a relationship. Mr TakeMe replies: “Come to the [name] bar […]
If you remember from my last post, we left off with Mr. TakeMe’s car not being home. He didn’t reply to my inquiry all the next day. So I give up on him again. I’m angry and sure he’s back with Shay. When at 2am, he messages me. Mr Takeme: Hi Me: Back from the bars? Mr Takeme: Yes ma’am […]
Saturday night, I am dolled up. I’m out at the bars and just arrive at the second bar when. Mr TakeMe messages me. It’s Saturday night and I know he has his kid. He can’t leave his house. Mr TakeMe: Hi How’s your night going? Me: Lol. I’m good. How’s my fuckboy? Mr TakeMe: Yes ma’am if that’s what you […]
So I somehow managed to get drunk AND piss people off, while still having a great night. I’m still confused about it all really. But let’s start near the beginning. I woke up at 8pm. (Yes you read that right). To a FB message from George giving me a heads up that he was going out or at least thinking […]
When Mr. TakeMe is drunk or been drinking at all, we have a wonderful time. He is loving and sweet and we share amazing moments. When he is sober, I am the furniture. I am the reliable chair or snuggly blanket. Always there. Essential to keeping him comfortable, but nothing more. Last night, Mr. TakeMe actually called me. He usually […]
I had a great day on Friday. I was “over” Mr. TakeMe. I could move on. I met new people. Met a great guy. On Saturday, the sex withdrawal started to hit me. It didn’t help that I had a really great makeout session the night before without sex to finish it off. Then George started testing me his crazy, […]
So after accepting Mr TakeMe for who he is, my mind settled and clarity snuck in. I finally felt good. Clear. Motivated. I’m sure there’s other factors that went into it as well as my health plays a part in all this odd emotional brain bullshit too. But feeling clear.. I finally cleaned out my car. I suddenly realized that […]
Ok. You can completely ignore my last post. I wrote it too soon before I’d processed the entire night and morning. Sometimes it takes me a while to process what happens and my feelings about it and what really happened. So here’s the thing. It has become clear that Mr. TakeMe does not really know what actual love is. I […]
So I went out drinking last night. I wanted to stay home, but I couldn’t. It’s empty at home and too much time to think about Mr. TakeMe. So I went out for “Steak & Karaoke” and when it was over, I went to the other local bars close by. Mr TakeMe also frequents those and I hoped I’d see […]
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