Nov 122019
 
Once Upon A Time I Met The Most Amazing Man Who Became My Best Friend - and he might actually like me.

I honestly have so much to update. It’s been a long long time since I’ve last posted anything. I was reading through old posts and realized how much I’d already forgotten about.  I’m not even sure where to start.. but I wanted to update about Brian. I last wrote about Brian back in October of 2017, and I wrote about […]

Feb 032019
 
Meeting the Confusion Brothers

I have a new story. It’s long. There’s tons of backstory. And the future story yet to happen is murky at best. Welcome to the Confusion Brothers!  [They’re not really brothers, just long long term friends] I met Joey (not his real name) at karaoke about a year ago when he was happily married. He’s a flirt but he was […]

Aug 062018
 
Dating, Loneliness, and Depression

Shocker.. I’ve started dating again. I wasn’t planning on it, but one day there was a meme going around about how if you don’t ask for what you want you’ll never get it. And another stating that if you don’t grab or go for it now, someone else will take it. So I decided to start saying “Yes”. Yes to […]

Feb 072018
 
Life has gotten scary.

I haven’t written in a while. Mostly because I’ve not been dating or wanting to date or not even wanting to have sex. A few weeks ago, I realized it was because I was scared. But the scared back then wasn’t the scared I am. See since last June, I’ve had an ex that harasses me and stalks me. The […]

Oct 062017
 
Sometimes I'm funny.

Him: I’m only a “good boy” in public, And on fb Me: Hmm.. so I should carry pepper spray if we’re alone.. Got it.  Him: Ugh!!! No Me: -ordering pepper spray on amazon right now-  Him: I’m not evil Or a rapist You’re fine Me: uh huh..  Him: HEY!!! Me: So.. you wanna maybe hang out sometime […]

Jul 292017
 
And a fun time was had by all... until daylight came.

So tonight was interesting. Tonight I got into a long conversation with a woman (lesbian) who I have a platonic crush on. It was a good long conversation. Which oddly enough my favorite eye candy, Blake – heart throb/would kill if we dated – later joined in and agreed that I am SHIT at picking out men. Because I am. […]