Oct 062017
 
Sometimes I'm funny.

Him: I’m only a “good boy” in public, And on fb Me: Hmm.. so I should carry pepper spray if we’re alone.. Got it.  Him: Ugh!!! No Me: -ordering pepper spray on amazon right now-  Him: I’m not evil Or a rapist You’re fine Me: uh huh..  Him: HEY!!! Me: So.. you wanna maybe hang out sometime […]

Jul 292017
 
And a fun time was had by all... until daylight came.

So tonight was interesting. Tonight I got into a long conversation with a woman (lesbian) who I have a platonic crush on. It was a good long conversation. Which oddly enough my favorite eye candy, Blake – heart throb/would kill if we dated – later joined in and agreed that I am SHIT at picking out men. Because I am. […]

Jul 042017
 
End of Fuckboy Setting: Gearing up for actual dating.

So I woke up late (10pm) last night as usual, and debated on showering vs going back to bed.  So I text Mr. TakeMe and ask if we’re having sex tonight. Keep in mind, that we’ve agreed that he’s just a fuckboy to me. Just sex. No emotions. Nothing resembling a relationship. Mr TakeMe replies: “Come to the [name] bar […]

Jun 152017
 
Don't ask. Don't tell. A casual love story.

The other night, I was thinking about Mr TakeMe and I realized that our “relationship” is probably the best “relationship” I’ve had with a man in .. well.. since 2000?  And Mr TakeMe and I don’t really have a relationship. We are kinda friends? Mostly we just fuck. How screwed up is it that a casual fucking relationship is better […]

Jun 052017
 
Oral Rape Recovery.. when you accidentally go too far, and take steps back.

Mr. TakeMe and I have seen each other most nights since I last posted. He doesn’t like being alone, so we’ve had nights of just cuddling or mostly cuddling, mixed with nights of sex. I’m starting to get attached, and I’m pretty sure that is going to ruin everything. But I think he’s getting attached too. Maybe. Tonight he totally […]