So I woke up late (10pm) last night as usual, and debated on showering vs going back to bed. So I text Mr. TakeMe and ask if we’re having sex tonight. Keep in mind, that we’ve agreed that he’s just a fuckboy to me. Just sex. No emotions. Nothing resembling a relationship. Mr TakeMe replies: “Come to the [name] bar […]
Saturday night, I am dolled up. I’m out at the bars and just arrive at the second bar when. Mr TakeMe messages me. It’s Saturday night and I know he has his kid. He can’t leave his house. Mr TakeMe: Hi How’s your night going? Me: Lol. I’m good. How’s my fuckboy? Mr TakeMe: Yes ma’am if that’s what you […]
So I somehow managed to get drunk AND piss people off, while still having a great night. I’m still confused about it all really. But let’s start near the beginning. I woke up at 8pm. (Yes you read that right). To a FB message from George giving me a heads up that he was going out or at least thinking […]
So after accepting Mr TakeMe for who he is, my mind settled and clarity snuck in. I finally felt good. Clear. Motivated. I’m sure there’s other factors that went into it as well as my health plays a part in all this odd emotional brain bullshit too. But feeling clear.. I finally cleaned out my car. I suddenly realized that […]
I left off a few things in my previous post, because I was caught up in .. what if he likes me? What if he doesn’t? OMG. But as I laid down to sleep, I started replaying the night. Normally when I go over to his place that late at night because he’s lonely, it’s straight to the bedroom. Get […]
Today started with a crazy amount of men attempting to get a date with me tonight. Rains it pours. Evidently this is what I’m to expect for dating. First, there’s my BDSM guys who are always way too late to formally making a date with me. Second, there’s Mr. Hair-Petter (bad date from last week). No. Third, is a guy […]
Last night (Tuesday) I had a date. We’d been trying to get together for weeks but always had bad timing, so we set an official date. I was sure he was going to run away screaming.. or I was. But it went fine. Dinner was fine. Conversation was fine. I almost lost him when I told him that I don’t […]
The darkness didn’t last long yesterday. Thankfully. But this cold is going to be the death of me. Ok I exaggerate. If it’s not gone soon, I will be sharing it with someone. I have never in my entire life had this much of a sex drive. NEVER. Not in my teens. Not in my twenties. And now.. I’ve a […]
The last few years, I’ve written off men. I’ve lowered my standards. I even started thinking about not having standards at all. Well.. I say that.. but when push comes to shove.. There are standards. They’re just not what they used to be. I’ve not been with anyone since I last posted, except a really unfortunate make-out session last fall […]
It’s been 2 years, 4 months, and 16 days… Kidding, I have no idea how long it’s been, but it’s been a long long time since I’ve posted here or since I’ve had any time or energy for sex or dating or dealing with men. (Counting back posts, it seems it’s been 5 years since I’ve been with anyone) Most […]
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