Shocker.. I’ve started dating again. I wasn’t planning on it, but one day there was a meme going around about how if you don’t ask for what you want you’ll never get it. And another stating that if you don’t grab or go for it now, someone else will take it. So I decided to start saying “Yes”. Yes to […]
I have been stewing on this for a day or so. I know I’ve written about him before, but I don’t think I’ve used his name. I met Brian back in June. I’ve seen him on and off since then. Always at the same bar. We usually chat for a bit, but recently he’s come to wait for me at […]
Him: I’m only a “good boy” in public, And on fb Me: Hmm.. so I should carry pepper spray if we’re alone.. Got it.  Him: Ugh!!! No Me: -ordering pepper spray on amazon right now-  Him: I’m not evil Or a rapist You’re fine Me: uh huh..  Him: HEY!!! Me: So.. you wanna maybe hang out sometime […]
Last night was amazing. Ok. maybe not amazing.. but after a day of going to an impromptu memorial and watching the people I love cry and be midst all that sadness.. I needed a refill of positive. I was so drained that I slept from when I got home until around 1am. In a rare occurrence, Mr TakeMe has been […]
People keep asking me what it is about Mr. TakeMe that makes him the love of my life or why I love him. And it’s complicated to answer, but also simple. I love his natural smell. I love the way his skin is cool to the touch, smooth, and rarely sweaty. I love that even when he’s sweaty.. it’s not […]
So tonight was interesting. Tonight I got into a long conversation with a woman (lesbian) who I have a platonic crush on. It was a good long conversation. Which oddly enough my favorite eye candy, Blake – heart throb/would kill if we dated – later joined in and agreed that I am SHIT at picking out men. Because I am. […]
Well.. last night was interesting. I go out for karaoke. Run into Mr TakeMe. He’s in a great mood, and being way too friendly. With me. Until I stopped him. There were only three chairs at the table he was at, and he called me over. He wanted me to sit on his lap. I refused. (I weigh 3x him […]
I saw Mr TakeMe again tonight. We talked about life and sex. He spewed is normal bullshit of not wanting a relationship (unless it’s with his ex of course – not that he said that either). Then as he was preparing to enter me, he awkwardly asked me. “So do you have unprotected sex with everyone?” He meant it just […]
I have been working hard to get over Mr TakeMe. And I’ve been doing well. I just haven’t been having any luck with finding sexual partners that I actually want to be sexual with. I’ve made new friends and even a couple girl friends. I have more people to hang out with and ask to go places. I’ve resisted him […]
Since my last post, Mr TakeMe and I have fallen out. See the very next day, Mr TakeMe got back together with his ex. This is a pattern now. Every time we get close and have a “date-like” time together and he starts to have feelings… he runs back to her. And I am done with it. However, all the […]
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