Nov 122019
 
Once Upon A Time I Met The Most Amazing Man Who Became My Best Friend - and he might actually like me.

I honestly have so much to update. It’s been a long long time since I’ve last posted anything. I was reading through old posts and realized how much I’d already forgotten about.  I’m not even sure where to start.. but I wanted to update about Brian. I last wrote about Brian back in October of 2017, and I wrote about […]

Apr 102019
 

Doug and I texted over the next few weeks, but he kept setting off my mental/emotional abuse triggers with things that seemed like gaslighting, ridicule, and sometimes just plain meanness. He came back into town a couple weeks later. He didn’t tell me. Supposedly he wanted to surprise me? I ran into them both at karaoke. Doug and I had […]

Feb 032019
 
Meeting the Confusion Brothers

I have a new story. It’s long. There’s tons of backstory. And the future story yet to happen is murky at best. Welcome to the Confusion Brothers!  [They’re not really brothers, just long long term friends] I met Joey (not his real name) at karaoke about a year ago when he was happily married. He’s a flirt but he was […]

Aug 062018
 
Dating, Loneliness, and Depression

Shocker.. I’ve started dating again. I wasn’t planning on it, but one day there was a meme going around about how if you don’t ask for what you want you’ll never get it. And another stating that if you don’t grab or go for it now, someone else will take it. So I decided to start saying “Yes”. Yes to […]

Oct 062017
 
Sometimes I'm funny.

Him: I’m only a “good boy” in public, And on fb Me: Hmm.. so I should carry pepper spray if we’re alone.. Got it.  Him: Ugh!!! No Me: -ordering pepper spray on amazon right now-  Him: I’m not evil Or a rapist You’re fine Me: uh huh..  Him: HEY!!! Me: So.. you wanna maybe hang out sometime […]