Oct 202011
 

I am probably jinxing my life by merely typing this, let alone my plans to actually publish this on the blog…

But..

This is how my life works.

 

I honestly don’t know why I worry. I really in the end don’t see the point, but I suppose in the mix of things there are times where I can’t see the forest for the trees.

 

The last several months I’ve been living very precariously.  Back in March-April, I was seriously looking homelessness in the face as I was losing my apartment and didn’t have a steady job in order to get a new one.

 

I couldn’t find a job to save my life, and it seemed no one wanted to hire me of the few jobs that I ran across that I could physically do.

 

Then one day nearing the end of April, I got a call. Out of the blue. From one of the companies that I use.

 

“Do you want a job?”

 

Hell yes, and I got hired. It was enough of a job that allowed me to get my current apartment, and it managed to allow me to almost get back into financial shape..

 

And then I lost the job.

 

Fudge nuggets!  Again, I have been trying to find a job. This go around I get almost close enough. So close.. and then nada.

 

Last month, I was seriously freaking out as it was one week before rent was due and I didn’t have it….

 

Thats when I go to the mail box to get my mail, and find a letter from my old bank (I still have an account I just never use it) telling me that I have a CD, which I’d totally forgot about, that was coming up for renewal right then. It had just enough money in it to pay my rent.

 

So I get it cashed out, pay my rent, and I’m freaking because I don’t have the next months rent. I didn’t want to wait til the last minute again. I already know there’s no more hidden CDs just magically coming up for renewal.

 

When a friend offers me a part-time gig giving me just enough to cover a couple bills and pay this next month’s rent.

 

Yeah baby!

 

So anyway, today I’m thinking about upcoming bills and trying not to freak out about what I’m going to do in a month if I can’t find a job.

 

“Ding”

 

What the hell is that? Did my computer just ding at me?

 

I go look and it’s a instant message from a guy I met at my old apartment building. I met him at the pool. There’s probably a post about him in this blog somewhere. I haven’t spoken to him or any of his friends in at least a year maybe longer.

 

His band just got a recording contract, and they want to hire me.

 

This is how my life works. It’s honestly how my life has always worked. Like Magic. I don’t get it. I honestly never get it.

 

This is also why I believe in God.

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